I would like to say that change is always good. It is possible of course to have bad changes . . . and with change I think there are some winners and losers.
In this case, I don’t quite know where this is going but I know that I’m doing a better job of following instruction. It’s a little frightening to let go and give over control of your life . . . but I trust the One to whom I give control. I’m looking at schools, looking at my strengths and weaknesses, evaluating where I need to be.
The funny thing is that most of this will go on with out anyone noticing which is fine. I’m not doing this for anyone else. LOL But it is though subtlety that we change and grow. Even subtle suggestions come in to our education and our life; they effect our paths and draw us nearer, or further away, from the truth of the vine. Some of my perspectives are changing . . . I only hope it continues . . . I’m searching now looking for answers to questions I don’t have yet.
The great part of this is that this is not the first time this road has been traveled. Not really by me . . . but by someone I know. It’s odd that if I were to roll back three or four years I think I’d be in the place I am now. Meaning that it seems that I’ve come a long way since then . . . and I have. The road is still before me; one step at a time I’m drawing closer and closer to the goal.
I know at the end of this road He’s waiting, and that’s what makes this trip so worth the journey. No matter the curves, potholes, break-downs that are suffered along the way. His voice is my strength, in His peace I place my next step . . .